The burning of my heart, how it aches

to set the world on fire, with such rage,

a passion that used to lull me to sleep.

To build a fire until my furnace breaks.

It’s the dark hour that consumes my soul

poised over fading keys in the moonlight.

Where slender fingers wrap around my throat,

with claw-like nails digging beyond control.

They prick the skin, nursing a painful necklace

begging me to speak the forgotten truth.

I can’t recognise if it’s the heart or the brain

screaming; my limbs are wild and restless.

The tingling feeling starts to burn and sting.

An uneasy quiver corrodes my veins.

I suffer silently, stripped bare of hope,

no words to write, no sounds to sing.

A scar I can’t blur, a pain I can’t tame,

a thorn on my side — feels like I’m dying.

The love inside me has nowhere to go,

no vessel to contain or quench my flame.

I never dreamed of falling in love,

like a constant cascading waterfall

current pummeling the water below,

Akin to a rickety bridge above.

Endless darkness beckoning underneath

the smell of fire and decaying leaves

when the sun goes down and the night

is suffocating in its silent, dark wreath.

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Feminist journalist and writer advocating for social change. Poetry is my creative form of expression. https://theauthortoria.com/